Christmas time AGAIN!
Well I don't have much to do, So ...Jon is working all crazy and I miss him like crazy : (
I decided I should get on and update since it's been awhile....The semester just finished and I'm out of work still January 6th. I made three A's and One B. I am soo very proud of myself.
So just a few days from Christmas....And then New Years.
I must say 2009 was a very good year for me. I found the guy that I love more then anything and he is just amazing. I don't know what I would do without him. And i got also got accepted to nursing school!
I start the nursing program next month and I'm so excited but scared. It's what I have always wanted. It's been my main goal in life. I just hope ill be a good nurse. In three semesters I will be done with school and I haven't been more happy. I want to leave my home, I want to start somewhere else. I do love my family but I'm nothing like them and they still make me feel crappy. I always still come last. It doesn't hut as much anymore because you get use to it. But it still hurts. I just want to get away and start my own life where there is not soo much negativity....Maybe one day it will be better but I don't know....I still can't forgive my father for the things he has done...How can I when he just keeps doing it over and over again....
Jon and I are doing great. We just passed five months together and he has been nothing but supportive of me and just an amazing boyfriend. I am soo very happy with him and can't wait to see where we end up at. We are headed to Austin on after New Years. Our first trip together!
I went to Austin this past October for the first time to ACL. I loved it but it had its bumps because of P and smiley but we got through them. But I did like Austin :)
Well....I just hope 2010 is just as good as 2009....
Well I don't know when ill be back but I will keep updating when I get time.
Till then...
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
TOODLES!
I decided I should get on and update since it's been awhile....The semester just finished and I'm out of work still January 6th. I made three A's and One B. I am soo very proud of myself.
So just a few days from Christmas....And then New Years.
I must say 2009 was a very good year for me. I found the guy that I love more then anything and he is just amazing. I don't know what I would do without him. And i got also got accepted to nursing school!
I start the nursing program next month and I'm so excited but scared. It's what I have always wanted. It's been my main goal in life. I just hope ill be a good nurse. In three semesters I will be done with school and I haven't been more happy. I want to leave my home, I want to start somewhere else. I do love my family but I'm nothing like them and they still make me feel crappy. I always still come last. It doesn't hut as much anymore because you get use to it. But it still hurts. I just want to get away and start my own life where there is not soo much negativity....Maybe one day it will be better but I don't know....I still can't forgive my father for the things he has done...How can I when he just keeps doing it over and over again....
Jon and I are doing great. We just passed five months together and he has been nothing but supportive of me and just an amazing boyfriend. I am soo very happy with him and can't wait to see where we end up at. We are headed to Austin on after New Years. Our first trip together!
I went to Austin this past October for the first time to ACL. I loved it but it had its bumps because of P and smiley but we got through them. But I did like Austin :)
Well....I just hope 2010 is just as good as 2009....
Well I don't know when ill be back but I will keep updating when I get time.
Till then...
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
TOODLES!