I DID IT!!!!!!
It finally happened. The thing I've been wanting more then anything......
I GOT INTO THE NURSING PROGRAM!!!!!!!!!
I still can't believe it I found out yesterday. It was funny tho. On Saturday I got a little thing in the mail saying that I had a certified letter at the Post Office. And I just keep thinking and I couldn't understand why I would get one. The first thing that came to my mind was that I got in trouble at work...But then I said noo, they wouldn't do that. So then on Monday after class I go to the Post Office. When I get out of my car the effin paper flys and there I go running after it...Anyways I finally get it cause it got stuck under a ladys car and I had to wait for her to come out but I still couldn't think why I would get a letter and while I was in line about to be the next person called. It came to me.....The nursing program. Then I thought why would they send it certified if I didn't get in. Which was because I had already thought I wasn't getting in. And then it hit me.....I got in..But I still couldn't believe it. So the lady hands me my letter and I see it's from the Nursing program and I just open it and as I read my mom calls me and I just scream...MOM! I GOT IN!!! and I just started crying. I didn't care that people were starring....
I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!
The letter said I was an Alternate for Fall 2009. There are only 5 of them and I'm one. And IF a spot dosen't open up I am automatically pre admitted for the Spring. I really don't care which one I get im just happy I got in!
I worked soo hard. I've had so many hard times and times where I just wanted to give up cause I felt like a failure but I did it, ME!!! I still can't believe it!! I still cry cause it's my dream to be a nurse.
Another funny thing was that the Board of Nursing was still missing my background check and I was like Oh no! Because the letter said I had a week to get it in or ill loose my spot and I was just thinking I won't make it! So then I called the school and told the lady my situation and she said Oh don't worry the Board of Nursing just contacted me today and said you are clear!! I couldn't believe it. After bothering them for over 2 months they finally did something and at the perfect time! It was like meant to be.....
And the weird that about all of this is that for a couple of weeks now I have been feeling like my life has no purpose. I keep praying to god and asking what am I here for??? I am just so very unhappy with my life and I don't know why god has me here while other people who are sick and dying deserve to be here and I would give my place for them....So everyday I would pray and ask god please just tell me what is my purpose because im failing at everything I do and i feel so useless....So finally yesterday god answered my prayers. I believe he is telling me I am suppose to be a nursing and help others and I think he is right.....
I have never had so much faith in god as I do now. And I just keep thinking why I ever doubted you in the beginning. I am just so very happy & grateful that he answered my prayers!
The only thing im worried about now is my Job. I need to work & go to school. There is no question about that. I just hope they will work with me here and I pray that they will!
I GOT INTO THE NURSING PROGRAM!!!!!!!!!
I still can't believe it I found out yesterday. It was funny tho. On Saturday I got a little thing in the mail saying that I had a certified letter at the Post Office. And I just keep thinking and I couldn't understand why I would get one. The first thing that came to my mind was that I got in trouble at work...But then I said noo, they wouldn't do that. So then on Monday after class I go to the Post Office. When I get out of my car the effin paper flys and there I go running after it...Anyways I finally get it cause it got stuck under a ladys car and I had to wait for her to come out but I still couldn't think why I would get a letter and while I was in line about to be the next person called. It came to me.....The nursing program. Then I thought why would they send it certified if I didn't get in. Which was because I had already thought I wasn't getting in. And then it hit me.....I got in..But I still couldn't believe it. So the lady hands me my letter and I see it's from the Nursing program and I just open it and as I read my mom calls me and I just scream...MOM! I GOT IN!!! and I just started crying. I didn't care that people were starring....
I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!
The letter said I was an Alternate for Fall 2009. There are only 5 of them and I'm one. And IF a spot dosen't open up I am automatically pre admitted for the Spring. I really don't care which one I get im just happy I got in!
I worked soo hard. I've had so many hard times and times where I just wanted to give up cause I felt like a failure but I did it, ME!!! I still can't believe it!! I still cry cause it's my dream to be a nurse.
Another funny thing was that the Board of Nursing was still missing my background check and I was like Oh no! Because the letter said I had a week to get it in or ill loose my spot and I was just thinking I won't make it! So then I called the school and told the lady my situation and she said Oh don't worry the Board of Nursing just contacted me today and said you are clear!! I couldn't believe it. After bothering them for over 2 months they finally did something and at the perfect time! It was like meant to be.....
And the weird that about all of this is that for a couple of weeks now I have been feeling like my life has no purpose. I keep praying to god and asking what am I here for??? I am just so very unhappy with my life and I don't know why god has me here while other people who are sick and dying deserve to be here and I would give my place for them....So everyday I would pray and ask god please just tell me what is my purpose because im failing at everything I do and i feel so useless....So finally yesterday god answered my prayers. I believe he is telling me I am suppose to be a nursing and help others and I think he is right.....
I have never had so much faith in god as I do now. And I just keep thinking why I ever doubted you in the beginning. I am just so very happy & grateful that he answered my prayers!
The only thing im worried about now is my Job. I need to work & go to school. There is no question about that. I just hope they will work with me here and I pray that they will!