Yup...Again!

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AHHH...Well im just going to put it out there. The bear and I are no longer together cause he left me for another girl and now that girl left and now he wants me back. I THINK NOT! So that is done with...2 yrs gone. Im over it I think? Oh well! Another thing is I broke my rule and my 5 months of doing anything...AND guess with you and WHO always messes it up for me. Yup... I talked to michael, I never thought that would happen again but this time it feel differnt. I thought he didn't want to talk to me anymore but oh well i dont know. I also don't feel like I need to be with him anymore. Im good enough with him just being in my life and talking and if something happens it happens. Im not pushing cause I really don't want to be in a relationship either. I saw him yesturday at his new house and it was good to see him again. I meet his mom for the first time I think? We went to HEB together to get cat food...that felt a little werid? Anyways, well what always happens with us happened and im okay with it cause if we continue I know it will be only with me and ive missed it..haha. Oh well it was good to see him...to me he still looks soo hott...ahh that boy makes me go crazy. Well we will see what happens and if I get to see him again. OH! Sometimes else exciting is that my best firend is pregnant and is having a girl!! Aww im excited and the thing isnt even mine! Other than that school is a bitch and home is home...Me being single is okay...I just need to get use to it...BUT! Now I can do whatever I want.. I love it! Well one thing that is bothering me is that I don't want to loose my job in the summer I hope they keep me..aww it would suck it they didnt and i had to go work somewhere else. I love it here...I don't wanna go but ill be back in the fall! Oh me and oscar talk again....nothing new just talk...we will see what happens there. Well thats all for now...

TOODLES BITCHES!