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It's almost 5am. I can't sleep. I've been sitting here for two hours, updating web spaces that i have and trying to get my "thank you " notes started. I just spent the last 20minutes reading over some of my earliest posts in this journal. Its amazing to look back and read about things in ones life that had been forgotten. It saddened me in a way, though. I noticed that all of the things that i once talked about with such enthusiasm, all of the things that made me really happy, are gone. Well, not gone, just misplaced.
Just for the heck of it, i think i'll briefly update the world on my past few months. Here are the highlights.
My dog, Athena, and all of her puppies died from parvo. I got married and now have three step children. I went to Orlando for a week and had a fabulous time at Disney World (where i got to meet EEYORE...HORRAY!!!!!!!!!! I can die happy now). I got to visit my sister in Texas and see what she does at the Renaissance Festivals. I started my work as the official scribe for the Goblin Nation (www.goblinnation.com). My house is almost completely redecorated. My lawsuit for my car wreck finally got finished. Randy and I are in the middle of a custody battle for his kids. I met some great people when i was in Texas. I got to stop taking the meds that my shrink put me on for post traumatic stress syndrome (from the car wreck). And i had more than my fair share of fights and arguments.
That about sums it up.
Anyway, I've been doing alot of thinking and i think i've figured out what to do next. I love randy. i love the kids. i hate my life. time to do something about it. how can anyone else be happy with me if i'm miserable with myself. i'm not going to be miserable any longer.
HUZZAH!!!!!
Now, time for bed.
Just for the heck of it, i think i'll briefly update the world on my past few months. Here are the highlights.
My dog, Athena, and all of her puppies died from parvo. I got married and now have three step children. I went to Orlando for a week and had a fabulous time at Disney World (where i got to meet EEYORE...HORRAY!!!!!!!!!! I can die happy now). I got to visit my sister in Texas and see what she does at the Renaissance Festivals. I started my work as the official scribe for the Goblin Nation (www.goblinnation.com). My house is almost completely redecorated. My lawsuit for my car wreck finally got finished. Randy and I are in the middle of a custody battle for his kids. I met some great people when i was in Texas. I got to stop taking the meds that my shrink put me on for post traumatic stress syndrome (from the car wreck). And i had more than my fair share of fights and arguments.
That about sums it up.
Anyway, I've been doing alot of thinking and i think i've figured out what to do next. I love randy. i love the kids. i hate my life. time to do something about it. how can anyone else be happy with me if i'm miserable with myself. i'm not going to be miserable any longer.
HUZZAH!!!!!
Now, time for bed.