Apr 05, 2007 20:29
I remember thinkin' once when I was a kid that I would have really liked havin' Lorelai's Mom for my Mom. Then I got older, and that got weird. And besides, I really wouldn't want to trade my Mom for anybody else anyhow. Even when she's tellin' me that livin' with Sasha's a bad idea and it's goin' to cause me trouble some day.
I'm not sure how, but I'm not goin' to get into thinkin' about it. I know Sasha's not like Mom thinks she is, it's alright.
Aside from that, I don't really think I could see anyone else takin' her place. It'd be too weird after everythin' she's gone and done for me, and besides, how would you get used to somebody else bein' your Mom?
... And as far as my Dad... Right now, I'm sort of thinkin' anybody.
I wouldn't have my job if it wasn't for him. And I love my job except when it keeps me out of the country -- 'cause I decided to work with him for the first time in months -- and he promised me all the right stuff to work with, and then six hours later, ten thousand dollars worth of probably stolen electronics is blowin' up in my fuckin' face.
And he's taught me a thing or two mostly the hard way growin' up that've helped me and embarassed the hell out of me here and there. And I know there were a couple of different Dads I liked a hell of a lot better growin' up and wished they were my Dad.
I think, with the way I was raised, I wouldn't know how to deal with anybody else. And I wouldn't've been all the places I've been without him. Although that might've been a good thing in some of those cases.
So... I guess I wouldn't pick anybody else?
I really don't know.
I'm sort of thinkin' I'd be better off goin' and watchin' a movie now.
Not sure this entry turned out all that well.
Muse: Shane Gannon
Fandom: Original Character
Word Count: 341