uncomfortability
Since the other day when I moved into Brenda and Tims I have found myself catching myself from saying certain things and from being myself fully.
Ive been setting my room up and trying to become more comfortable with where things are between us and I think that it might just take time, but sometimes it seem like there is unspoken issues between us.
Tonight it kind of came to a forfront when Tim confronted me infront of both jen and brenda about my opinions and how i express them to other people. We were discussing richard harris compared to micheal gambon playing gandalf and he expressed how he felt about it and i listened to him for his side and then when I tried to explain how I felt about it from another side he asked me something about arguing or something with people. Then both he and Brenda proceeded to explain to me how I come off as trying to pound my opinions into other people and it made me feel extremely uncomfortable infront of jen. They told me it wasnt a personal attack it's just hard for me to feel now that they no longer like me.
I'm not sure just sometimes I feel akward here because this is their house and they are married and I feel like I have to walk on egg shells not to make them mad.
I'm sure I'm probably overacting and I'm not mad at them I just feel kind of sad and hurt a little that they would bring it up infront of jen ect.
Anyways as for my love life i've met a boy named Josh but he has a b/f and I'm not sure quite what to do about this. I'll post more about that later anyways I'm going to go for now.
Brandon
Ive been setting my room up and trying to become more comfortable with where things are between us and I think that it might just take time, but sometimes it seem like there is unspoken issues between us.
Tonight it kind of came to a forfront when Tim confronted me infront of both jen and brenda about my opinions and how i express them to other people. We were discussing richard harris compared to micheal gambon playing gandalf and he expressed how he felt about it and i listened to him for his side and then when I tried to explain how I felt about it from another side he asked me something about arguing or something with people. Then both he and Brenda proceeded to explain to me how I come off as trying to pound my opinions into other people and it made me feel extremely uncomfortable infront of jen. They told me it wasnt a personal attack it's just hard for me to feel now that they no longer like me.
I'm not sure just sometimes I feel akward here because this is their house and they are married and I feel like I have to walk on egg shells not to make them mad.
I'm sure I'm probably overacting and I'm not mad at them I just feel kind of sad and hurt a little that they would bring it up infront of jen ect.
Anyways as for my love life i've met a boy named Josh but he has a b/f and I'm not sure quite what to do about this. I'll post more about that later anyways I'm going to go for now.
Brandon