He's still at it
I just had foot sugery 3 weeks ago. I was allowing him to hump on me ever four days, and still he found the need to masterbate.
I hate being married to him.
I wish the Lord would kill one of us, I would prefer it be me, but I don't really care which one.
I now have a lot more respect for people who have the courage to commit suiside. I use to think they were week, but now I realize how much courage it take to really do it. If I do get that courage please know it was because I couldn't take the sexual abuse any longer from somebody that says they love me.
I also have a lot more respect for women brave enough to go out in the world all alone. I can't face doing that. I put up with being a human blow up doll, just to keep from facing the rest of my life all alone. There's is no sunshine in my life, except my kids, and he'll refuse to help them, if I don't continue to let him hump on me, he epects with things as bad as they are for me to initiate being abuse. I can't even image, how he can be so cruel and not even care.
If the lord refused to take either of us, one day I'm afraid I will do something bad.
Tomorrow, I have to pretend that things are all right.
I hate being married to him.
I wish the Lord would kill one of us, I would prefer it be me, but I don't really care which one.
I now have a lot more respect for people who have the courage to commit suiside. I use to think they were week, but now I realize how much courage it take to really do it. If I do get that courage please know it was because I couldn't take the sexual abuse any longer from somebody that says they love me.
I also have a lot more respect for women brave enough to go out in the world all alone. I can't face doing that. I put up with being a human blow up doll, just to keep from facing the rest of my life all alone. There's is no sunshine in my life, except my kids, and he'll refuse to help them, if I don't continue to let him hump on me, he epects with things as bad as they are for me to initiate being abuse. I can't even image, how he can be so cruel and not even care.
If the lord refused to take either of us, one day I'm afraid I will do something bad.
Tomorrow, I have to pretend that things are all right.