Still sick
I've needed to go the RV Park for a while, I finally made myself go. Now I feel like I've been working like a dog for a week and I just now got a brake. All I did was drive to Jensen, and talk a while and go home. Tomorrow's my doctor appointment, I'm scared and excited at the same time. What if she can't find anything wrong? What if it's just age? What if she wants an MRI, which I think I need? What if it makes it so I can't go see Jess? But what if after all is said and done, she fixes me and I can work like I use to again? Or I spend all that money and she can't find anything? I hate doctors, unless they fix things, then I love doctors. I'm such an oxymoron wrapped in an enigma.