May 15, 2011 15:58
I think I'm loosing my mind. In May I was very suicidal, about this same time. A few days later, I couldn't imagine that I felt that way. Now, I'm there again. Maybe it's PMS or Menopause. I just can't handle it. I wish it would go away.
Looking from the outside, everything looks find. Inside, I'm dying. I wish I know how to fix my insides. I thought settling this law suit would fix things, but I still feel the same, the pressure is even higher. Now, i have to make excellent investment to make sure if I do die Tony will be well taken care of. Mean while my hormones are crazy.