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May 15, 2011 15:58

I think I'm loosing my mind.  In May I was very suicidal, about this same time.  A few days later, I couldn't imagine that I felt that way.  Now, I'm there again.  Maybe it's PMS or Menopause.  I just can't handle it.  I wish it would go away.

Looking from the outside, everything looks find.  Inside, I'm dying.  I wish I know how to fix my insides.  I thought settling this law suit would fix things, but I still feel the same, the pressure is even higher.  Now, i have to make excellent investment to make sure if I do die Tony will be well taken care of.  Mean while my hormones are crazy.
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