Mar 02, 2022 10:54
I'm still feeling like he's hiding something, I don't know what reality is. I feel I can't trust him. I want to heal and feel free again! He says, I'm better in every way about her. He says it's the worse mistake of my life. I'm in so much pain!! I feel I can't express it. I love him, but I can feel I'm not truly not giving all of myself. I'm I just clinging on to a doomed ideology? I want to feel whole.