Reasons to be absent (from life)..1,2,3...
This isn't an update per se, that is to say that yes I am updating my journal, but it's not necessarily a "this is what I've been doing" entry because I haven't been "doing" all that much, and it's not a "This amazing thing happened to me recently" kind of update, because there hasn't been much amazing. That I can remember anyhow. This "update" is
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2. Haha...I thought I might.
3. Well, it shocked me too. I just started typing and it all spilled out. This a raw un-edited vent. I didn't even know where I was going with it, I was just trying to be honest about my non-existance for once.
4. My phones been off for ages, I'm getting a new one soon. I can't be bothered to charge the battery on my small brick of a pre-historic phone. But I'll charge it and check my messages.
I'm not quite sure I do. This abyss is quite comfortable...a few scatter cushions and a fur rug..not bad.
I've thought a lot about you guys; escially you. I miss you loads. I know Kat's given up on me and Gem-bob's moved on. Have you heard from the bob at all?
Jesus, the Blue Note. I got bored of that place before I had even met you guys; I used to go every Monday & Friday. I was a different person in that place when I went years ago, probably because I liked being there. Now, if I go, the only thing I do is get drunk to block the fact that I'm in there..again. The only thing that kept me going was the fact that you guys liked it there, and hey, who was I to complain about where we hung out. =]
I still can't believe the fact that you've been banned. I thought if anyone were to get kicked out for fighting it would be me; but I seem to wind people up and let them get in trouble, not me. Maybe a couple punches, but that's it. My god, you must have been a lot pissed or just plain pissed off at her. =]
Begging to get in Blue Note? Sheesh. I don't think so, they should be begging people to go in.
I actually don't think you're being harsh, just Ayla honest, to which I would expect no less. & I appreciate it. I'm actually more harsh on my self about it, but this just makes me worse. So I need to get out of having a go at myself, lighten up and get my confidence back.
I'm putting some more stuff on eBay in the next few days to get some cash. Paul Frank, Hello Kitty, Emily Strange, all that good stuff. At the moment I don't even have enough for bus fare. =/
Haha...now Faye is one ugly facety bitch. I not surprised you got the job. =]
Congrats by the way.
I think if we were good friends to start with, no matter what happens or not matter how much we don't talk, we'll still find things to talk about when we do. You know? Otherwise we weren't that great a friends to begin with. If you get on, you just get on. =]
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and a heck of alot more.. its a MASSIVE online comunity with quests and so many different landscapes.. and its on real time.. so you get to watch the sun go down..it was so pretty the other day... now thats pathetic!
but its like £9 a month tho me and iain play so half eatch..but its damn worth it! look it up sometime (tho some screanshots do not do it justice!)
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There is no way I would pay, I'm just too cheap. Plus it would mean a whole new level of pathetic for me. =]
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