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Hello everyone. Let's see what to bore you guys with tonight. Not a whole lot has changed. I'm still not doing Christmas this year because I just don't feel right about it for some reason. I spent the past 5 years away from home and away from everyone I care about and I know that I should be like missing that and dying to have it back but, I don't. I feel like things are wierd and I should be working or in a far away country wishing for this. I don't know it's kind of wierd. Maybe I just want what I can't have when it comes to that. If I'm somewhere else wanting Christmas it's all good, if I'm here and able to enjoy it then I just feel to wierd to enjoy it. Oh well, just another one of my quirky habits that Jenn will work me out of I'm sure.
Nothing with Jenn has changed. I love her more today than I did yesterday. I think that's one thing I love best of all about her. With her love grows. It doesn't just sit and stay the same. Everyday I find something else that I love about her. Everyday I find our love growing instead of just being in love. I fall deeper and deeper everyday that goes by. She is so cute with everything she does. I love just to sit and hear her voice. I love her so much and I know that it will continue to grow and feel brand new day afer day. In the time that we've talked I feel like she knows me and understands me better than anyone has ever done before. She is just perfect all the way around. I mean honestly what did I do to deserve her? It's not like I'm a good guy or even someone who has alot going for him. I'm just lucky I guess. That is the only thing I can think. I am so lucky to have her in my life. I don't know how or why but, I am truly glad that I am so lucky.
Patrick is a funny guy. I love him to death also. He was calling me while I was talking to Jenn and she was like quit calling him while I'm talking to him. I guess you jsut kind of had to hear it to find it amusing but, it was hilarious to me. He's always like if you don't start talking to me I'm gonna break up with you. It's hilarious. I love Patrick to death and he's definetly my #2 girlfriend even though he's a guy...lol.
Well guys it's been fun but, I don't want to write another book tonight so you guys take it easy and I love you...even if your momma's think I'm crazy for doing it....night.
Matt
Nothing with Jenn has changed. I love her more today than I did yesterday. I think that's one thing I love best of all about her. With her love grows. It doesn't just sit and stay the same. Everyday I find something else that I love about her. Everyday I find our love growing instead of just being in love. I fall deeper and deeper everyday that goes by. She is so cute with everything she does. I love just to sit and hear her voice. I love her so much and I know that it will continue to grow and feel brand new day afer day. In the time that we've talked I feel like she knows me and understands me better than anyone has ever done before. She is just perfect all the way around. I mean honestly what did I do to deserve her? It's not like I'm a good guy or even someone who has alot going for him. I'm just lucky I guess. That is the only thing I can think. I am so lucky to have her in my life. I don't know how or why but, I am truly glad that I am so lucky.
Patrick is a funny guy. I love him to death also. He was calling me while I was talking to Jenn and she was like quit calling him while I'm talking to him. I guess you jsut kind of had to hear it to find it amusing but, it was hilarious to me. He's always like if you don't start talking to me I'm gonna break up with you. It's hilarious. I love Patrick to death and he's definetly my #2 girlfriend even though he's a guy...lol.
Well guys it's been fun but, I don't want to write another book tonight so you guys take it easy and I love you...even if your momma's think I'm crazy for doing it....night.
Matt