Fun Times
Well let's see where to start. I know...my bright and beautiful baby...:D. Hey Jenn! I just read your entry and as usual I'm feeling all special and gooey and stuff...lol. She does a great job of keeping me happy and keeping me smiling. No matter how bad the day is or goes she is always there to either hold my sanity nice and tight in her loving grip or to just make a me smile and let me know that there are some things in life that are worth the effort it takes to keep on truckin. Motivation has always been a key aspect with me in my life. Everywhere I have been has required me to find ways to motivate myself hence some of my best phrases which if you ever talk to me is "Fun Times", "Just Another Beautiful Day" or "Hey it could always be worse, right?". I think lately in the past 8 months or so I had lost most of my motivation for anything. She has given me hope to carry on though. There is no way I can ever repay her for the things that she has done for me but, if there were any way I would pay any price. Thank you Jenn. You have shown me that there is more to this life than pain and death.
Patrick. It's about time got an honorable mention in this journal since he is definitely one of my good buddies now. Patrick is a very nice guy and I wish for nothing but, good things for him. I haven't met very many guys that have a heart of gold well ever in my life but, he is truly on of a kind with one. If there is ever anything I can do to help him I will be there. Most of my help normally involves fighting or mechanics since those are my strong points but, hey man the services are always available to you for free and if by chance I pick up a new skill it is there for you as well.
Alicia, This is nice and public so when I send you the addy I want you to read this plain and clear as day. I AM WITH JENNIFER NOW! I do not want there to be any confusion whatsoever. Yes you did mean alot to me when we were together but, it's time to move on. I'm sorry that we did not work out but, I can promise you that you will be happier without me and I know that I am truly happy with my Jennifer now. I'm sorry if this hurts but, facts of life girl. Good luck with your date Thursday with your new guy and I truly wish you all the happiness that I have already found. Goodbye.
My Future Mother-in-Law as you like to be called. Thanks for all your wonderful help in getting Jennifer and I on the subject of being married in Hawaii. I think you have really convinced her to marry me since you said she could get married in flip flops. I know that's the big incentive so thanks...lol. Next attack plan is the kids...lol. And then keeping Patrick from eating them.
K Back to Jenn. I'm IMing you now and you as usual are making me feel so special. I miss you more than you can ever imagine right now. If there is ever anyone Brandon wants to remind me of kissing again I want it to be you. You mean so much to me and I don't even know how to explain it. You have always been there and you have always cared with your heart and not with alterier motives in mind. You truly care about me and that means more to me than anything. When I say I need to be alone on the holidays you understand and just ask me to call you and let you know I'm alright. You don't try and force me to spend time with people when it's not something that I need in my life right now. You are so sweet, special, and understanding in so many ways that I could sit here for 3 days and never be able to explain to people how much you really mean. This however was my mad attempt. I miss you and wish I could be there to hold you right now.
Take it easy guys.
Matt
Patrick. It's about time got an honorable mention in this journal since he is definitely one of my good buddies now. Patrick is a very nice guy and I wish for nothing but, good things for him. I haven't met very many guys that have a heart of gold well ever in my life but, he is truly on of a kind with one. If there is ever anything I can do to help him I will be there. Most of my help normally involves fighting or mechanics since those are my strong points but, hey man the services are always available to you for free and if by chance I pick up a new skill it is there for you as well.
Alicia, This is nice and public so when I send you the addy I want you to read this plain and clear as day. I AM WITH JENNIFER NOW! I do not want there to be any confusion whatsoever. Yes you did mean alot to me when we were together but, it's time to move on. I'm sorry that we did not work out but, I can promise you that you will be happier without me and I know that I am truly happy with my Jennifer now. I'm sorry if this hurts but, facts of life girl. Good luck with your date Thursday with your new guy and I truly wish you all the happiness that I have already found. Goodbye.
My Future Mother-in-Law as you like to be called. Thanks for all your wonderful help in getting Jennifer and I on the subject of being married in Hawaii. I think you have really convinced her to marry me since you said she could get married in flip flops. I know that's the big incentive so thanks...lol. Next attack plan is the kids...lol. And then keeping Patrick from eating them.
K Back to Jenn. I'm IMing you now and you as usual are making me feel so special. I miss you more than you can ever imagine right now. If there is ever anyone Brandon wants to remind me of kissing again I want it to be you. You mean so much to me and I don't even know how to explain it. You have always been there and you have always cared with your heart and not with alterier motives in mind. You truly care about me and that means more to me than anything. When I say I need to be alone on the holidays you understand and just ask me to call you and let you know I'm alright. You don't try and force me to spend time with people when it's not something that I need in my life right now. You are so sweet, special, and understanding in so many ways that I could sit here for 3 days and never be able to explain to people how much you really mean. This however was my mad attempt. I miss you and wish I could be there to hold you right now.
Take it easy guys.
Matt