Wow....an actual update
*sigh* I've been a little down lately. I guess more and more I'm feeling lonely. My friends are great and all, but I do miss having a girl that cares for me as more than a friend. Truth be told, I'd rather have a girl as a friend than nothing at all, but it would be good to have someone to cuddle with, go to dinner, etc.
But it seems the more I try, the worse off I become. A girl joined our shift last night. I hadn't known her for an hour and I was debating with myself whether or not I should ask her out. Less than an HOUR! There used to be a time when I didn't think about that until I talked with someone for 4 hours straight or known them for a few days.
Maybe this is lack of sleep talking. I hope it is. I should feel better after Kuk Sool. My muscles will be screaming in rage and agony then.
But it seems the more I try, the worse off I become. A girl joined our shift last night. I hadn't known her for an hour and I was debating with myself whether or not I should ask her out. Less than an HOUR! There used to be a time when I didn't think about that until I talked with someone for 4 hours straight or known them for a few days.
Maybe this is lack of sleep talking. I hope it is. I should feel better after Kuk Sool. My muscles will be screaming in rage and agony then.