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I am not mad. Don't worry. I have done lots of thinking about it today as well. You did'nt do anything wrong so please don't feel bad. I really don't know how to explain myself, I can't. I really don't know why I did'nt answer your call. I guess I was caught up in that moment, which is no excuse. At any rate this is'nt the best way to do this I know, but I really don't think I could talk to you because I don't know if I am brave enough. I just want to tell you I am sorry and I want to forget about it completely and I hope you can too.