griffey

Sep 22, 2007 01:38

i haven't had internet in a while so i really haven't been around
also the past week has been the busiest week of my life
but as richie would say and i would confirm "i wouldn't want it any other way"
ergo classes start tomorrow
i finally got internet today and gonna pay the $60 a month bullet to keep a shread of sanity even though i know i will be off
some of you know that i got into a big fight with my brother over him stealing my video games when after he made a surprise visit back home then left for wsu
but i got one email from him saying how my mom was worried and some other piece of shit information

my cat, griffey, had to be put to asleep because his lung were filling with fluid due to either heart disease or lung cancer
he doesn't even know what the fuck lung cancer or heart disease is
and its simply not fair
but i guess i can be happy that he was alive for the 12 most important years of my life and lasted much longer then all the other cats in the neighbor hood
or that he did his best to stay alive while i was still back home
although everytime i think about it it brings me to tears
and iv yet to cry for 3 years except for in the car on the way to the airport while i explained to my mom the meaning of the song "kokoro" by tokyo jihen
tyler was there, he'll vouch
i best said it when i was explaining it to nick

im so vulgar with my language in everyday life with curse words and metaphors and idioms
that when something that seriously sucks this much fucking ass
im simply lost for words

griffey
you lasted for 12 years and that fucking rocked
heres to you and never having a fucking job
if i ever wanted to believe that heaven existed and you would be there
holla
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