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you know it really feels like i haven't updated this for a long time.
everything's different.
but it's ok :)
so yesterday..
uhm..
i woke up around 1 something..
and then my mom told me she was going to laura's house.
and she did.
i took a shower && andrew called.
i went over there and i see damian and andrew on the couch :)
then ashley came over.
then a little boy..
and another.. and then another.. and then a little girl.
and then corey kitchel !!
holy crap i forgot that boy existed ~
anywho.. yeah we were going to the mall..
and we did and corey came with us cuz no one wants to be stuck in a livingroom with 8 year olds..
or however old they were..
so we got to the mall.. i didn't get anything.. but there is this jacket.
i want it. i want it. i want it.
inddddeeeeeeeeed i dooooooo !!
then after the mall.. well walking out..
some nigger bitch calls ashley a whore.
and says some shit about damian..
and ashley almost killed a bitch .
wooo lol.
then after the mall.. corey had left and etcetc.
hmm let's see.. oh yeah.. so we brought our "friend jack" over ;]
with coca-cola.. oh yeah you know what i'm talking about..
well they all got "tipsy" and i stayed SOBER!
HOLY SHIT YOU SHOULD BE PROUD.
hah.. then uhm..
well damian left andrew's room and i didn't know where he was going..
and there he is.. on the top of the stairs..
sitting there.
crying..
and you know sometimes when you're drunk you like to talk alot and you get reeeeaal emotional?
well it hurt me to see him cry..
i held him in my arms..
and he talked about alcohol and how it fucked his dad's life up.
you know me and damian can relate to a lot of things..
and that's another reason why we're so close.
i love him so much.
i honestly don't know what i would do without him.
no one has EVER cared about me this much.
and i know he loves me a lot.
and that's what means a lot to me.
ANYWAYS.. i know you guys don't wanna hear all the mushy stuff lol.
BUT IT'S MY JOURNAL SO YOU CAN SUCK MY PENIS !
yes, moving on..
after shedding tears..
me and damian went downstairs..
with ashley and andrew and we watched TROY.
w0007. hooray for roman history.
err w.e.
yeah well ashley and andrew went to circle jerk.
and they got some ramen noodles..
some OJ.. and something else i think..
hell if i know..
came back.. drank some vodka.. well i didn't..
i had a sip..
wasn't feeling like an alcoholic last night you know?
yeah so then me and ashley ended up staying the night there..
and fuck.. it was like 2AM when they went to circle jerk..
and we stayed up till like 530AM
fucking don was awake by then..
i fell asleep on the couch with damian..
until he pushed me off..
so i slept on the floor..
and then about 12PM he joined me.. lol
i had a crazy fucking dream..
like.. i was looking at my garage with damian and there was this window?
and next door was this HUGE white house..
like a mansion..
and there was a park behind my house..
so i was going down the slide..
and this fucking squirrel was sliding down with me..
and he hit the bottom before i did..
so i was climbing back up to go down it again and that fucking thing's mouth got HUGE
it was trying to bite me.. that fucking dyke furrball.
yeah so then i go back to look at the garage with damian.. and all of a sudden..
this black guy and a bunch of other "gangster" ppl come out
and he's got a mic in his hand
and he's rapping..
well for some odd reason he pissed me off?
so im on the ground as he's walking and rapping..
and im punching him in the fucking balls..
and he stops talking in the mic and he tells me "good luck with that, nothing's there"
and i got pissed..
well there was a parade going on?
and ashley was wearing all black as usual..
but she had a blue thing over her
and a big blue top-hat and a baton thing.. (sp?)
yeah and i told her to beat this guys ass and she was looking for him
and she was gonna beat his ass lol
then i saw damian walking in the parade and i was clapping?
yeah i dont remember all of my dream..
ok enough of that fucking dream..
well i woke up at 120PM ?
and like..
don saved my ass..
he told my mom we had a pizza party and he decided it was best if me and ashley just stayed..
which was neat.
i wasn't in any trouble..
but when i got home my mom told me i couldn't stay there anymore..
hah that's what she said last time..
well then she told me i couldn't do anything TONIGHT.
which is like NOW.
and im still pissed..
and i find out that last night..
zack and daniel came over and kevin told them
not to come over here anymore
or he'd call the cops..
and i got pissed and i told my mom
to her and kevin..
they cant fucking pick and choose my friends..
so i told her i'd be home at 730 and i fucking left..
went to andrew's and matt motes was there..
i felt comforatble with damian there..
no matter where i am..
as long as im with him, i feel like im home.
so we watched euro-trip (which was like my 20th time seeing it)
and 730 i came home..
and of course..
like always
my mom is being real nice to me..
she even let me have a strawberry shortcake drink.
yes it's alcoholic.
i want to leave so bad though..
GOD...
well i am a bit hungry..
maybe i'll write later..
it feels good to write. :)
later..
lyndsey //3