May 05, 2005 19:22
How to explain what happened today between Jess and I.
Nothing physical, but it was more effective than a slap across the face or a shot of cold water. She probed the deepest parts of my psyche, and I let her. She had complete and total access to everything, and she, like a watergate vandal, tore open everything in search of what makes me tick. It hurt, a lot, A LOT, but in the end it was more healing than damaging.