Mar 04, 2005 13:04
I was on the phone with lisa till just after 3 am. I had a severe anxiety attack earlier (dealing with stupidity) She helped me calm down a lot and I owe her bigtime because usually it takes hours to recover from such an attack.
Its funny, how for years and years my anxiety attacks stopped, then all of a sudden after FP and I broke up, they started happening again, I thank the powers that be that she's in my life, last night would have been a very tough night had she not been around.
I woke up this morning, and the first thought in my head was "dude...i'm out of turkey" And I was having a real craving for a Turkey club sandwich from genuardis, and since lisa was working this morning, i figured i'd stop in and say hi. Lisa cut me some turkey and made my sandwich. Lisa is now one of the few females who can actually say they cooked for me.
and yea...you guys still need to add her...dont make me come over there...
I feel pretty good right now. I know where i stand, as unstable as things are right now with the fam, finances and whatnot, I know at least she'll (hopefully) be the one peice of stability I need.