the question everyone is faced with...
every decision someone makes can bring out good and bad effects. so now i am faced in doing this. i am currently a senior in high school. what is next i ask myself. some might say, oh go to college. ok so i go to college. whats next? someone might say, get married. ok so now you have a college degree in something that you never wanted to go to college for because you where to drunk or stoned to realize what I was doing and your married. whats next? have kids you say? hmmm ok. so you pop out 2 or 3 little kids that look like your brother and sister but not you. whats next? vacation? haha ok lets go to disney world this summer. whats next? send your kids to college? ok done that. so now your 50 years old with a huge beer belly and you feel unhappy because of a decision you made when you where 19. now this is what i am stuck with. my dad says that college wouldnt be a good idea. he thinks i might get into trouble more if i stick around here, when i mean college i mean local, community college. he says i should go into the service. in reality i dont want to. but i also do at the same time because i think it would be good for me. so now this is where i am in my life. fuck. i wish i didnt fuck around so much.