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i feel like shit. thats the only thing i can compare to. these last few days have been shitty. and i feel like even more shit because i told Patty id be able to ditch school and come and see her. which i wasnt able to because of not having enough money for gas and the fact that i got into a big fight with my family last night. i am sorry. i really am. i promise soon though that we will see each other. i know i havent been the best person to you and for that i am sorry. i know sorry just some over used word but i dont know what else to say, just forgive me for all the shit i have put you through. i know sometimes i seem like i dont give a fuck but truthfully i really do.