Aug 02, 2005 18:59
Apparently, the universe could give two shits if you decide to be a whiny self involved bastard. At least this is what I have been told this week. My only defense... I DO have strep throat. I have been tired and not quite myself. I have also been weak and needy... God had no use for that. I was very blessed last week and that should have been enough. Here is a fine line... Humility and Weakness; Pride and Self Esteem. I will continue to grow in my humility while maintaining my self esteem. I have worth, just not more worth than others. I am strong, however not master of the universe. Life is a daily rebirth. I thank God for blessing me with the JOY he gave me last week. I also thank him for the bitch slap this week. I needed them both. Be Strong. Find Joy. Accept Love.