Private Entry, Private Encryption (It took her a while to type this)
I really didn't believe it when I first heard it.
Caleb's dead.
I..
I really don't know what to say or do about that. This is really and surprisingly the first time this has actually happened to me.
...
I've had ideas. Ways to strike the Hellions back, but they're ways I don't really like. Ways that frankly scare the ever loving fuck out of me.
The fact that I came up with this.. this system using the shit I helped build and program.
...
The fact of the matter is, I've been seriously considering using this in the next assault against them, out of some sort of revenge. The fact that I realize it is probably telling. The fact that I'm still considering it...
..I just don't know.
This changes things.
A lot of things.
And I don't know what I'm going to end up doing to cope with this.
Caleb's dead.
I..
I really don't know what to say or do about that. This is really and surprisingly the first time this has actually happened to me.
...
I've had ideas. Ways to strike the Hellions back, but they're ways I don't really like. Ways that frankly scare the ever loving fuck out of me.
The fact that I came up with this.. this system using the shit I helped build and program.
...
The fact of the matter is, I've been seriously considering using this in the next assault against them, out of some sort of revenge. The fact that I realize it is probably telling. The fact that I'm still considering it...
..I just don't know.
This changes things.
A lot of things.
And I don't know what I'm going to end up doing to cope with this.