Am I alone?
I started this journal as a way to vent my frustrations and to deal with my stress in a constructive way. If I can understand myself, I'll be a better person because of it.
Yet I find this journal hard to write; I have no one to read it. Not that anyone really should read this dribble. It's nothing but my depressive, emo, and angry thoughts. That's not exactly riveting material.
Of course, I'm wondering what I should do. I've been feeling kind of empty lately. I really want to do something... But i don't know what.
I've been really wanting to get into another game of D&D. I just can't seem to find a 3.5e game, and I'm not a fan of 4e.
At the same time, I've really wanted to start an internet reviewing career. Or at least, try to do something with it. I just can't seem to find a niche that hasn't been exploited. I'd love to be able to do segments based around Roleplaying, but I don't really know how to do it.
To clarify, it's not that I don't know how to write or shoot a film. I used to be a film student after all.
Rather, I'm not sure how to get started. It's hard to cover something so vague. I guess I could do something that covered various types, but I'm not sure if people would enjoy that.
I guess I'm just afraid to fail. It's always been hard for me to start things because of it. I really want to get past it. I just need a push to get myself started.
Yet I find this journal hard to write; I have no one to read it. Not that anyone really should read this dribble. It's nothing but my depressive, emo, and angry thoughts. That's not exactly riveting material.
Of course, I'm wondering what I should do. I've been feeling kind of empty lately. I really want to do something... But i don't know what.
I've been really wanting to get into another game of D&D. I just can't seem to find a 3.5e game, and I'm not a fan of 4e.
At the same time, I've really wanted to start an internet reviewing career. Or at least, try to do something with it. I just can't seem to find a niche that hasn't been exploited. I'd love to be able to do segments based around Roleplaying, but I don't really know how to do it.
To clarify, it's not that I don't know how to write or shoot a film. I used to be a film student after all.
Rather, I'm not sure how to get started. It's hard to cover something so vague. I guess I could do something that covered various types, but I'm not sure if people would enjoy that.
I guess I'm just afraid to fail. It's always been hard for me to start things because of it. I really want to get past it. I just need a push to get myself started.