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so, mike is bein weird about it. fuck i want zac. fuck i really want things to be like they used to. wow, what a week. i definitely went through a lot of shit this week. But it's up to me, to make this week the bomb, so that's what i'll do. fuck, i just gotta get my shit together. i need to get over zac, asap. i need to hit the books harder, i need to meet some new people. I need to stop going home so much. I need to just be liberated, i want to feel great, insted of confused, and alone. uhhhhgghh. maybe i just had too much free time today. I hate how i feel like i'm just visiting when i go home, and like i don't live there anymore, and it doesn't feel like my house anymore. fuuuuaaccck, i can't stop thinking about him, and it bothers the shit out of me. I need to get over him, because it's getting rediculous, and i know for a fact that it will never happen between us. ah man, i hope things start looking up.