(no subject)
holy shit, orientation was a bitch. I really don't feel ready to be in college. Today made it seem like school is going to be a complete bitch. I don't know, something about CMU just didn't rub me right today. We stopped at MSU on the way home, and I really wish I was going there. It would be really nice to go a school, where a ton of pioneer kids are going, and i know people that already go there. On the way home I even thought, why don't I just go to Washtenaw. I really hope my mind changes this summer. Seriously I don't know if college is even right for me. I can't stand school now. I really think if I do well at CMU, I'm going transfer. I think I'm just pretty stressed right now. My big ass philosophy project is due tomorrow, and in my English class we're suppose to write our own Dr. Sues book, but I haven't been to class since wednesday last week. That shit has to be due tomorrow or thursday. I have an E in english right now, and I might fail the class. I really don't need that shit right now. I really just can't wait to be done with bullshit. This week is going to be a cunt. I work 6-C the rest of the week at DQ, and have a shit load of school to do. I'm not looking forward to the graduation ceremony on the 8th, that's going to suck balls. Then my graduation party at my house will be lame. I really don't want to do any of it. I just want to be out of school, with good grades, and enjoy my summer. fuck school