May 21, 2006 23:51
So yeah I have to say Prom was pretty wack. I didn't expect it to be that great anyways, but man can caroline get annouying. At least I got a little drunk and smoked a bowl later. Prom made this weekend fly by. Prom was on my mind a lot friday. Friday was senior skip day, and I had to get up at 10:30 so i could go buy my prom tickets during lunch at school. Right after i bought my tickets i went and got my suit. Ugh, what a waste of 110 dollars. Then again, I'm glad I went, because I don't really want to be one of those people that didn't go to prom, and have to explain that shit anytime it comes up. I feel so over high school though, I kind of felt rediculous at Prom. I felt like I was so above it, and it was just lame.. anyways... So friday i didn't really do too much, i smoked on the porch with mary then watched some curb your enthusiasm, and went to bed. This has been like the first time i could smoke and enjoy it, just because my parents were 5 hours away in Traverse City.
I only two weeks of school left. Thank God. I've felt like I'm on summer break ever since Mary came home on the 5th. I've missed a lot school because I'll be up late hanging out with her or mike. I just can't wait for school to be out. It's so hard to get up in the morning, especially since my parents don't really care if I go to class or not. They don't even try to wake me up anymore. I really don't feel like I'm still in school. Everyday I am there is pretty pointless. I get the feeling after a couple weeks I might be like, why did I rush things, I should have held on to those last days...But i'll get over it. I'm looking forward to getting all these things that have been on mind constantly, over with. For one my Council in Philosophy class. I think about that day, and what I'm going to say in class, ALL the time. I go sometime this week, before thursday. If I had to guess I'd say tomorrow. So that will be some weight off my shoulders. Next, I graduation. I don't think about it that much, but I just want to get it over with. 3rd is my graduation party. I just want it to be short and sweet. Like 3 hours at the most, and just have people come, drop off some money, and get going. I know that sounds kind of mean, but I just hate entertaining adults and shit, and talking to people I don't really want to talk to. I should make a list of people that I'm inviting. It's not going to be some big party, it'll be pretty small. I know my mom is going to want to invite all these people I haven't hung out with since elementary school and shit, but I'm going to have to regulate.