Dec 18, 2006 19:45
Imrans at it again. Driving me mad, so he is. He keeps nagging and nagging.
Calling me lazy & fat all the time.
I dont think this marriage is going to last long but hey im not going to take
the blame of stepping outside I've already seen what that can do to a woman.
This is the asian society we still live in.
Yes I mean with my sister. Yes id rather be strong and take advantage of the
situation.
You know as the years go by I get stronger and stronger and more cruel. I am
going to work hard really hard and provide till his back breaks in half. Then
he will know.
Had a nightmare the other day. I caught him with a young girl and I mean young.
I ended up doing what my mum did hush it under the pillow just like I have been
trying to do with everything else.
I have decided I am going to send some money to my daughters future. If she
reads this oneday and Im not here all the best enjoy.