Fight
Well it must be the time of the month or somthing but Imrans really bugging me.
God must like to punish me or what? Everytime this man has time off work he pisses me off.
Oh Allah please grant him a job that requires him to NEVER see me again. How can I possibly think of having another child with a man so aghhh.
We are thinking of going to Inverness next week what a wate of time thats going to be like its going to make it better stuck in a car for 3 hours.
Had a dream last night and Sid was in again.
I miss him I hope he is ok. I think he was the best person ive ever met. In my dream I was estatic that he had come to see me in my missery and I was showing off my/mums house to him and my lovely daughter. I think I was soo upset that I had moved to my mums. I kept pinching myself trying to figure out if it was a dream or reality. I woke to find it only to be a dream.
I think ill give Moss a call today find out how he is getting on.
Also got job interview reject yesterday. I feel totally crap. I have been gods obedient servent for the past two weeks he could have helped me out a little. ok ok probably should not expect anything for something that I should have been doing anyways.
God must like to punish me or what? Everytime this man has time off work he pisses me off.
Oh Allah please grant him a job that requires him to NEVER see me again. How can I possibly think of having another child with a man so aghhh.
We are thinking of going to Inverness next week what a wate of time thats going to be like its going to make it better stuck in a car for 3 hours.
Had a dream last night and Sid was in again.
I miss him I hope he is ok. I think he was the best person ive ever met. In my dream I was estatic that he had come to see me in my missery and I was showing off my/mums house to him and my lovely daughter. I think I was soo upset that I had moved to my mums. I kept pinching myself trying to figure out if it was a dream or reality. I woke to find it only to be a dream.
I think ill give Moss a call today find out how he is getting on.
Also got job interview reject yesterday. I feel totally crap. I have been gods obedient servent for the past two weeks he could have helped me out a little. ok ok probably should not expect anything for something that I should have been doing anyways.