what blows about blogging (a series of thoughts)
*its really weird reading entries you posted 2 years ago on your livejournal. rediscovering old facades. so i want to say i'm being real now, but i wanted to say i was being real then too. and right now i can hear myself trying to think of something witty to say to make my life seem more interesting or more important than it is, something that'd say "hey whats up yo i'm serious this time, i'm older and wiser." the new facade. its like a horrible little dance or something. and i'm sure i'll look back in a few years at this entry and laugh and be half-assedly embarassed. and that is what blows about blogging.
*everyone should go right now to walgreens and buy themself a real journal, i have a pretty neat one myself.
*and i would just put entries from THAT journal into THIS journal but then my real entries, the ones i'm not posting, wouldnt be for me anymore. i guess that means this ones for you guys, enjoy.
*so wait, why i am doing this again?
*i guess its just hard because i try to be hyper-extroverted when i'm writing on here, and at the same time i'm trying not to sound like a whiney idiot. so maybe its for social growth? becoming comfortable telling all? even though thats not what i'm doing by any stretch of the imagination (telling all that is).
*maybe i just want a journal cause everyone else has one.
*or maybe all it is is that i have too much spare time on my hands and i'm over analyzing the entire situation. its just a friggin online journal. and i would just write about day to day events, but that gets old after a while.
*well i'm just rambeling now. crap.
*who am i trying to impress?
*everyone should go right now to walgreens and buy themself a real journal, i have a pretty neat one myself.
*and i would just put entries from THAT journal into THIS journal but then my real entries, the ones i'm not posting, wouldnt be for me anymore. i guess that means this ones for you guys, enjoy.
*so wait, why i am doing this again?
*i guess its just hard because i try to be hyper-extroverted when i'm writing on here, and at the same time i'm trying not to sound like a whiney idiot. so maybe its for social growth? becoming comfortable telling all? even though thats not what i'm doing by any stretch of the imagination (telling all that is).
*maybe i just want a journal cause everyone else has one.
*or maybe all it is is that i have too much spare time on my hands and i'm over analyzing the entire situation. its just a friggin online journal. and i would just write about day to day events, but that gets old after a while.
*well i'm just rambeling now. crap.
*who am i trying to impress?