mehhhhh
todays been kinda a bummer. my english teacher is trying to kill us. she definitely gave us 2 super hard unannounced tests today and then assigned an entire book for homework, questions due tomorrow morning, along with another new test (dont know what on) and some essay that nobody's really sure what its supposed to have anything to do with. i work so damn hard in that class, to no avail what so ever. then all my other classes were kinda fucked too, but i dont remember them very well. its really shitty when you work really hard, and then nothing comes out how you wanted it anway. all i really want to do is stay motivated, but its kinda hard when you start to think of all the hours of sleep youve wasted on all this work, with absolutely no positive results. i also had NMRP tonight. another 3 hours wasted. i could have been studying for the monster american history test i have tomorrow. the teacher lady kicked sarah and andrew out of the program tonight, it was retarded and funny at the same time. +yawn+ that lady sure is heinous, i think she needs to start taking estrogen and realizing that menopause is something all women go through, she just needs to let go of all that anger. anyway, i really need to go study for the american history test, i've been sitting here trying to trick myself into believing that the hurricane will come and get school cancelled for tomorrow, but uhm, its 10 30pm and school is most certainly still on tomorrow. so goodnight, kiddies.