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[arlenemay]

blah bla blahhhhhhh! this is not cool! work sucks but i'm not ready to leave yet. i don't know what to do. rawr!! the people are cool, and i've been saying that i'm not leaving because of the people because i like everyone i work with....but last night proved different and i just don't like working with him anymore. grrrrr. okay i'm over that because he's nothing to waste time thinking about. i just like my job because it's commission and that means it's mostly up to me on how much extra i get paid over my base. but lately it has been slow, and i have not been in the mood to hella shark customers and stuff so i've been struggling to just stay out of deficit. i guess what is getting me down is that after so many weeks of being "sick"/actually sick i had to come and pull myself out of deficit. maybe a couple good commission earning weeks are all i need. that is, if it gets busy and i can actually make commission....grrrrrrr. now i know why people can't leave this job. commission just seems so delicious. it's getting paid more for what you do...but constantly running around for people and remembering thing and carrying hella boxes gets annoying....but i just like how if i work harder and there are customers i'll make more. but i guess the thing i have to think about is if the money is worth the unhappiness.

but money is good hah! what am i going to use this money on? las vegas at the end of this month, and after i catch up all my savings, a new exhaust for my car. but really, after a new exhaust no more money for my car for a while! i can't think of anything else i want to do to my precious besides that, so i won't put anymore money into my car. so can i earn that much money at work? hmm...time for me to calculate....