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I have such a disdain for people. i really do. the feeling comes and goes but its on the raise again.
I hate not trusting people.
I hate not forgetting the past. i try so hard not to dwell on the past but it always comes back to be a pain in the ass. I wish some people would disappear totally.
I hate finding out stuff about people which i knew was right.
I hate indecisiveness.
I hate depending on others. I hate when others cant do stuff for themselves or when i cant do it myself.
I hate dealing with frustration and not being able to overcome it.
I hate the feelings I get when something is wrong, its so madden. Wish i could be just ignorant and blind to the world.
im not in a happy place right now. and this freaking cold weather isnt help either.
Im the kind of person who thrives on competition, on bettering myself. I look for the people who are better than me and i feed off their energy.... I need more energy around me..
They say the hate you have for others is the hate you have for yourself, so i guess i hate myself a lot....
I hate not trusting people.
I hate not forgetting the past. i try so hard not to dwell on the past but it always comes back to be a pain in the ass. I wish some people would disappear totally.
I hate finding out stuff about people which i knew was right.
I hate indecisiveness.
I hate depending on others. I hate when others cant do stuff for themselves or when i cant do it myself.
I hate dealing with frustration and not being able to overcome it.
I hate the feelings I get when something is wrong, its so madden. Wish i could be just ignorant and blind to the world.
im not in a happy place right now. and this freaking cold weather isnt help either.
Im the kind of person who thrives on competition, on bettering myself. I look for the people who are better than me and i feed off their energy.... I need more energy around me..
They say the hate you have for others is the hate you have for yourself, so i guess i hate myself a lot....