It's the Hopeless part of Hopeless Romantic that truly sucks!
Last Night did not go as I had hoped. There was no joy expressed, there was only confusion, no clarity to be found. Everyone says "Stop searching, stop looking, stop expecting" which sounds and feels like they are telling me to just give up, that there is no hope for love in this world. I may be jaded, cynical and prone to depression, but if I do just "give up" what else is there left for me. It's hard enough that having achieved this state of cynicism to try and keep some optimism in my life.
I will admit to the fact that sarcasm (I card carrying member of the smart-ass club)and cynicism really do suit me. That being said, the only thing that has countered that and keeps me from just being an unpleasant asshole is the fact that I have always had hope, hope for love, companionship and humanity. Right now I really don't know why I bothered!
I will admit to the fact that sarcasm (I card carrying member of the smart-ass club)and cynicism really do suit me. That being said, the only thing that has countered that and keeps me from just being an unpleasant asshole is the fact that I have always had hope, hope for love, companionship and humanity. Right now I really don't know why I bothered!