all around me are familiar faces
Thank you time for pushing forward, past months of weary dreams and apathy. Thank the Sun for grabbing at us to pull us in cycles, and with one more finished, and 13 at an end, were is time going to place me next? I don't consider this year a write off, however it is something that is securely behind me. I'm not free from the looks, or the insecure tendencies, but I am no longer a sheep, and I am slowly becoming a shepard. I want to be able to function without it, without that twitching desire of chemical alteration. What is it about reality that you can't stand? What pain is there that needs soothing? But the wine dulls tempers and turns the tongue to demons, slipping is what it is, intoxication is an ugly thing. "you live in fear of being someone that you didn't want to" and this is how the world ends. So here it is, me to you, you to him and her for all. I only want you to know how much I love you. Hopefully someday I can show you.