Am I am, I'm in control or is control the one controlling me..
So my computer completely crashed a few days back and as a result I lost all my writing that I was somewhat satisfied with and I few things that I loved. However, I see this as a sign to start anew and build up a bit of a repertoire. Ambition has been hard to find lately, I feel like my life is on pause and I just have to wait until mid June to hit play. School has become just too much of a routine. Even the material that I do enjoy to learn has become stale and pointless. Wendell is the only teacher that gets me thinking any more, but even he can get lost in his own rhetoric. I guess I just need some time away from this place, this constant routine. I want to be surfing in the South Pacific, sailing on the Mediterranean, motorcycling through South America, backing through the Scottish Highlands. One day, in some way, these dreams will come to realization, and all my splintered thoughts will form something worth living for. Until that day then...