Fucking ridiculus
Okay, so now apparently I AM going to training in Denver tomorrow. Fucking nightmare getting read at the last minute like this. I've had 2 hours of sleep. Going to try to take a nap but my nerves are absolutely shot to hell.
I have to try and calm down, but I'm angry. I should be happy, shouldn't I? What are the odds that the instructor would still have a spot? She won't even be able to get me materials (that I'm supposed to be learning) until Tuesday.
I'm trying to look at the positive aspects of this, at least I'll have a certificate from the government saying that I am qualified to do these investigations.
I guess I'm just frustrated because I don't like leaving on the fly like this. Hell, nothing is ready to go, not even my clothes are washed! Which means I'll be leaving late and arriving late and getting up early.
In truth, I just have a gut feeling that I'm going to regret this. I hope not, but that's how I feel and it's causing major stress. This is an opportunity, I want to be excited, I just can't seem to muster that feeling though.
Anyhow, as I said I will be in Denver all week, not sure about having internet access. I also am not sure as to WHERE I'll be staying.
Laters.
I have to try and calm down, but I'm angry. I should be happy, shouldn't I? What are the odds that the instructor would still have a spot? She won't even be able to get me materials (that I'm supposed to be learning) until Tuesday.
I'm trying to look at the positive aspects of this, at least I'll have a certificate from the government saying that I am qualified to do these investigations.
I guess I'm just frustrated because I don't like leaving on the fly like this. Hell, nothing is ready to go, not even my clothes are washed! Which means I'll be leaving late and arriving late and getting up early.
In truth, I just have a gut feeling that I'm going to regret this. I hope not, but that's how I feel and it's causing major stress. This is an opportunity, I want to be excited, I just can't seem to muster that feeling though.
Anyhow, as I said I will be in Denver all week, not sure about having internet access. I also am not sure as to WHERE I'll be staying.
Laters.