long summer
i have not posted recently because my job has taken up the majority of my life thus nothing to report... i leave the weekend of the 27th of august for school. and i will be thankful when this summer ends this job is killing me.
Scedual status...
next weekend (20th) if i remember correctly is game (garou)i have in the 27th then labor day weekend we have nonklaive which is a huge larp event so i will be gone that weekend so im pretty packed for weekends.
i am however off as of next thursday thru to the weekend of the 27th i need to catch up with doctor stuff and by clothes that sort of stuff before i leave. i am hoping to spend some time with adrian before i leave.
Emtional status...
i am Inexorably moving towards depression, i have been trying to stave it off for like 2 weeks. i can feel my walls crumbling under its weight and i know that no force on earth is going to be able to divert it. i dont think this will be as bad as the other ones i have had but i fing my self dreading it since the last one was so bad.
Social status...
i am single for those who dont know. it seems to be a state that i lean towards with my actions yet i emotionally dont seem to like it. i am a masocist what more do i need to say. tho there are some people i may date i am drifting as it were more or less because i dont want to date someone just to date. i am looking forward to going to back to salisbury because at least there i ge to talk to people were as here i go to work come home stay up for 2 hours then go to sleep and wake up and do it again.
Game status...
i have been trying to write the backstory for a garou char i am making named Wingless but i cant seem to force my self to sit down and write it. this is a sad thing since i want to play him so bad he is probablly my favorite char concept from any game. in larp in general they make you focus on the story more then just killing stuff so it makes the backstory and how well you roleplay more inportant then your ability to kill. but i cant say that i am not enticed by the ability to deal 4 leathal and 2 agg...with no rage spent....and no gnosis spent...and striking invisibly. my new char is a combination of alot of research into the system of garou and alot of tinkering...if i ever get to play him grr.
there is also the draw back that once i go to college that my char growth will be slowed by the fact i can realisticly only go to every other game. but i will try to make the best of those games.
hopefully i will be running a none liner plot game of D&D at salisbury but planing for that is at a halt untill i get there and can make plans and pick a day since we have like 4-5 games running a week...alot of people play d&d as salisbury, its that or drink and this doesnt really cost you that much money (tho the 40 dollars i spent in die made me cringe when i looked back on it )