love
how do you know when you are in love?
was it the first time she looked into my eyes and said "i love you" and she truely meant it?
the day she made the comment "i love half popped kernals if i could get a whole bag full of them i would"
or the day we talked about sweet nothings and our plans for the future, which didnt involve each other.
the day i realized that she could meet me at my worst.
the day i found out that she is as vulnerable and cares as much as me.
the day i realized she truely found me incredibly attractive.
and all of the hundreds of ways i fall in love more every day.
shes mine, we are dating and i love her. i look into those eyes and i see my equal, i see my redemption and my damnation, i am excited and serine around her, my protector and my ward. the person that equals me in paradoxes. we our selves are a paradox, and are exstemely simple to understand. i do not truely understand it and i wont really try, and like all great realizations it will hit me in time. i take the blessing and ask no questions. questions like why or how are pointless. we just are. she makes me want to be better then i am. she has given me back my vitality.
i have found my calm, my serinity, my love. good night everyone.
was it the first time she looked into my eyes and said "i love you" and she truely meant it?
the day she made the comment "i love half popped kernals if i could get a whole bag full of them i would"
or the day we talked about sweet nothings and our plans for the future, which didnt involve each other.
the day i realized that she could meet me at my worst.
the day i found out that she is as vulnerable and cares as much as me.
the day i realized she truely found me incredibly attractive.
and all of the hundreds of ways i fall in love more every day.
shes mine, we are dating and i love her. i look into those eyes and i see my equal, i see my redemption and my damnation, i am excited and serine around her, my protector and my ward. the person that equals me in paradoxes. we our selves are a paradox, and are exstemely simple to understand. i do not truely understand it and i wont really try, and like all great realizations it will hit me in time. i take the blessing and ask no questions. questions like why or how are pointless. we just are. she makes me want to be better then i am. she has given me back my vitality.
i have found my calm, my serinity, my love. good night everyone.