Life feels like death...but death is wanted and life is never ending
Every day i wake up in tears wishing that it had all been a bad dream! then i roll over and see the remnants of what had happened previously and remember that it wasnt a dream and im really stuck in the hell i helped create!
even though it is the most precious gift u could receive...it still hurts the most...and the worst pain isnt physical...its in the fact that i know...that my daughter is going to be raised just as i was...thinking that her father is a low life scum asshole...i never wished that on her...and now history repeats it self!
And again there is pain in knowing that she isnt even born yet and i have failed her already! Doesnt say much for me...i hope she can forgive me in the years to come and realize that it happened so that we could have a better life!
AIDEN IM SORRY!!!
even though it is the most precious gift u could receive...it still hurts the most...and the worst pain isnt physical...its in the fact that i know...that my daughter is going to be raised just as i was...thinking that her father is a low life scum asshole...i never wished that on her...and now history repeats it self!
And again there is pain in knowing that she isnt even born yet and i have failed her already! Doesnt say much for me...i hope she can forgive me in the years to come and realize that it happened so that we could have a better life!
AIDEN IM SORRY!!!