Just when you think things cant get worse!
Im sick, im tired, hell im sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I came home for thanksgiving, ended up getting stuck! with no car its kinda easy to do.
Not that i minded or anything, i've had lots of fun hanging with my mom and lil brothers.
I cant find a job, cant find a car,~~~>cant find a job with out a car and cant get a car with out a job! its a vicious circle.
ALL of my friends with the exception of Jeff and Justin have abandoned me! I thought i had a great friend but she turned out to be Not so good! I still miss her but if he cant take 10 seconds out of her day to talk to me then screw her! With friends like that who needs enemies?
So Cassie, Mike, Justin, and Jeff are all moving to orlando! Thats great for them, but they are all i have left, well sorta! Cassie doesnt really talk to me much anymore! Which is understandable, she does work 27hrs a day! And as far as mike goes, we never really talked alot to begin with. So im not really missing much there! Jeff, now when jeff leaves im gonna be more out of it than before! I really love him to death, and we always have so much fun! Justin i can live with being 90 miles away.
Loki and JJ havent really talked to me since i got fired from Assholebees. I cant get them to so much as text message me. They keep telling everyone else that they would like to see me but i dont see them coming by my house and they both know that neither damion nor myself have a god damn car! how can ppl be so f@ck!ng insensitive!
The only true friends i have that i have been able to count on are Dee, Dan, and Bill. and i think thats just because they feel sorry for me!
thats the person i wanted to be when i was growing up. the one that ppl did things for to make them selves look better! What a great f@ck!ng ambition!
The only good thing in my life is DAMION! and my family! if it werent for them i really think i could shut out the world and be alone for all eternity!
I wish everyone could feel like me, the way i feel right now, abandoned, alone, useless and hated!
so in my final rant on the pathetic hole that is my life
death to the happy!
I came home for thanksgiving, ended up getting stuck! with no car its kinda easy to do.
Not that i minded or anything, i've had lots of fun hanging with my mom and lil brothers.
I cant find a job, cant find a car,~~~>cant find a job with out a car and cant get a car with out a job! its a vicious circle.
ALL of my friends with the exception of Jeff and Justin have abandoned me! I thought i had a great friend but she turned out to be Not so good! I still miss her but if he cant take 10 seconds out of her day to talk to me then screw her! With friends like that who needs enemies?
So Cassie, Mike, Justin, and Jeff are all moving to orlando! Thats great for them, but they are all i have left, well sorta! Cassie doesnt really talk to me much anymore! Which is understandable, she does work 27hrs a day! And as far as mike goes, we never really talked alot to begin with. So im not really missing much there! Jeff, now when jeff leaves im gonna be more out of it than before! I really love him to death, and we always have so much fun! Justin i can live with being 90 miles away.
Loki and JJ havent really talked to me since i got fired from Assholebees. I cant get them to so much as text message me. They keep telling everyone else that they would like to see me but i dont see them coming by my house and they both know that neither damion nor myself have a god damn car! how can ppl be so f@ck!ng insensitive!
The only true friends i have that i have been able to count on are Dee, Dan, and Bill. and i think thats just because they feel sorry for me!
thats the person i wanted to be when i was growing up. the one that ppl did things for to make them selves look better! What a great f@ck!ng ambition!
The only good thing in my life is DAMION! and my family! if it werent for them i really think i could shut out the world and be alone for all eternity!
I wish everyone could feel like me, the way i feel right now, abandoned, alone, useless and hated!
so in my final rant on the pathetic hole that is my life
death to the happy!