Mornings...
Awake before the crack of dawn...My sleep schedule lately has been all over the damn place recently, more-so then usual, but I need to head out today and get a haircut in case I actually do get anymore interviews which is looking less and less likely...
One of my ex-gfs once asked me why is it that I get up everyday...What drives me. I honestly didn't have an answer then and I don't think I'd have one now...Maybe it's the promise that things will get better? That maybe some day I'll find that small amount of happiness that can justify all this crap...
So anyway yes awake but barely. Sadly it seems like Kiki hasn't said a word in almost 12 hours, but I've kinda gotten used to her doing that lately. It seems like things haven't been going too incredibly well for her lately and her sleep schedules been as off as mine...Or maybe she's just growing tired of my BS already...wouldn't surprise me. Oh well she's still amazing and I'll keep trying to talk to her until she finally gets sick of me and tells me to piss off...
One of my ex-gfs once asked me why is it that I get up everyday...What drives me. I honestly didn't have an answer then and I don't think I'd have one now...Maybe it's the promise that things will get better? That maybe some day I'll find that small amount of happiness that can justify all this crap...
So anyway yes awake but barely. Sadly it seems like Kiki hasn't said a word in almost 12 hours, but I've kinda gotten used to her doing that lately. It seems like things haven't been going too incredibly well for her lately and her sleep schedules been as off as mine...Or maybe she's just growing tired of my BS already...wouldn't surprise me. Oh well she's still amazing and I'll keep trying to talk to her until she finally gets sick of me and tells me to piss off...