Oh FFS

Feb 04, 2009 19:30

Doubled the meds; rode to work - fine. Took the reliever despite no symptoms in order to pre-empt any problems at lunchtime, and rode around the village - fine. Then cleaned a little at lunchtime after sitting with the resters - all fine.

Served afternoon tea outside to the kids: bang. Full-on attack. I don't get it.

Kept off-floor all afternoon under protest (and driven home, which is pissing me off mightily 'cos tonight's beer night and I didn't get to pick any up after work CHIZ).

Heartily bloody sick of this. Surely if it WAS asthma, the meds would be helping?

Very low at the moment; the friggin' emotional component of this (the uselessness / inability / helplessness thing) is severe, and threatening to trigger depression.



This, on the other hand, gave me teh happies.

I make no apologies for loving this. Artist is one of my 3yos... he took immense, deliberate care when choosing colours, brushes, and what to paint where. I asked him "What's happening? is there a story in your picture?". He grinned the biggest, grinningest ghrin you've ever seen and said "yes and I not telling you!".

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My daily group are officially the Cheeky Monkeys. Which makes me "Monkey Teacher oo-oo-oo!" (or Stinky Monkey - it depends which of the little buggers is holding the floor :)

george, health, work, why i love what i do, depression

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