Feb 28, 2007 18:00
ha so my life right now is kind of in limbo. I don't know what I want for the first time in a long time. I've pretty much given up on being a religious person and decided that I should live my life the way that I should be living it instead of constanstly contradicting myself with opposing views from various institutions. I'm changing my major and I think its the best decision that I can make for myself at this point. Education, I've come to realize, is not my thing I would be totally unhappy with myself if I kept on that path although whether or not I will like my new major is yet to be seen. This summer I am doing more of the things that I used to do. I hate that I've shut off so many of my friends but I did. June I am going to Vegas for a few days with 5 girls I used to work with and I am so fucking excited. A week and a half after I turn 21 and I am going to be under neon lights watching taboo shows and drinking with some amazing people. I can't wait. Also I'm going to do some house sitting this summer for extra cash, anytime you can get extra money is always a plus. Also going to Costa Rica in July/Aug will be freaking amazing.
I've noticed that I tend to ramble but thats ok its better to release some of your thoughts then to keep them in.