i have aim!
yay! my aim s/n is: arizonadecember
just like my yahoo one....
so, i have to retake my server test. that sucks, but this time i have all the answers infront of me. but now i have more studying and we all now how much i hate that. *rolls eyes* whatev....
in recent news.....i found fucking tyler patterson! now, that might not mean much to you, but it does to me. *smiles* i can't help but smile. i heart myspace. *laughing*
well, i had nothing to do tonight and i got done w/the audit incredibly f-ing early. so now i really, really don't have anything to do.
athena sheds like whoa, right? well now doubly so, b/c she's losing her winter coat for her summer one. i'm gonna have to start vaccuuming once day just to keep up w/all that. my goodness, that's gonna blow.....
also, this is probaably a little late, but if you haven't heard of making april, then get off your asses and get on that shit!
i dont' know why i say shit like that here anymore, no one reads the fucking thing. which is fine by me. i've gotten used to talking to myself. been doing it forever and doubt that's gonna change any.
life in general has been pretty good. b/c of all the damn shedding that athena's been doing, my allergies have been acting up. didn't know i had allergies until then, btw. true story. so far, i've lost almost 20 lbs. on this diet. i'm pretty stoked, not gonna lie.
beth is mostly moved to ocala. she comes back in the morning, for like, a week. good times.....
i never really have much to say anymore.....i get sidetracked or bored real easily, or just don't feel like writing at all. i mean, it's not like i don't have all these thoughts in my head.....how am i gonna make rent? how much money can i give to my parents? i really don't wanna call that collection guy back, so i won't. don't have money at the moment to give him, so why call him to tell him that, and then in turn, he can make me feel like shit about my finances....or lack thereof. let's see, what other things have been on my mind lately.....
oh yeah....douche bag and his g/f have been together for almost a year. whatever, he can go to hell. fuck off and die, b/c i don't give a shit. i would fly back to kansas just to spit in his dead face. eat me, you punk bitch motherfucker.
*wow*, o.k., so still a little hostile about that. *makes mental note* but i would, seriously, fly back to kansas to spit in his dead face. that could definitely be arranged.
been listening to a lot of something corporate lately. especially that song konstantine.....i love that bitch. holy shit, it just came on......weird.....all 9 minutes and 35 seconds of it....
haven't done lyrics in a loooong time....
Roses and Butterflies
by Making April
I can see where you are
I can tell you're enjoying it so far
I would love to escape, but now I'm bound
by the of burn of your eyes
looking on as I'm starting to realize
I'm a pawn in your game and this is checkmate
as the roses lift their heads to catch a glimpse of my demise
you'll be throwing lies around like ocean waves throw down the tides
and they are breaking on my shore
and the rescue team won't save me now I'm out too far
so I'll waste these nights for a while
but I'll be holding onto you forever
and this is where my heart is cold and torn
as I read the words you wrote last night
the butterflies are creeping through my spine
it's a thrill I can't shake
yeah I know we've been writing a mistake
but it's hard to erase the feelings I've drawn
I was caught in an awkward silence
broken down by the sound of your prelude that you played
to open our symphony
I've been sleeping with the sunrise watching hours pass away
incidentally I'm just waiting for the dusk to kill the day
but now I'm waiting for your call
while I bang on this piano like you care at all
chorus
as I hear the words you're saying tonight
I'm falling for them every single time
as the roses dip their heads a little further to the ground
there's a season change and all the pinks and whites have turned to brown
will we make it through the fall yeah are we gonna make it through this fall
‘cause I don't wanna fall with you
I'm trying, we're dying, yeahhh
I'm taken by your hope-filled lines
they're well designed and dragging me along
I'll be waiting for this chance and I'll be gone
I Wrote This Song
by Making April
When I first started writing this I swear my intentions were well
and I'd start with maybe a memory or two
but then I saw you for the first time in a while
and awkward thoughts brought awkward smiles
and I left your room for the very last time and I know
that I can't sleep
with all of these things they're running through my head
so I stayed up and I
I wrote this song about you
isn't that cliche' of me to do
but it's nothing for you
the band just needed something more to play
so don't blush or hooray at the possible sound of your name
no I wouldn't go that far
no
now I
I've watched these years disperse and still this verse lacks words
and I'm losing all but a memory or two
‘cause now I see you and I can't hold back a smile
your fashion's long gone out of style
and there's nothing left to impress me anymore
‘cause I know
that I can't see
that same girl that I had known so long ago
so I gave up and I
chorus
no I wouldn't go that faaar
and you're dying to know
if a thank you will show up on my back sleeve
but I don't think I'll tell
of who crafted this hell and fixed it on me to the world
I wrote this song
I wrote it about you
I wrote this song all about you
yeah the band just needed one more song to play
yeah the band just needed one more song to play
yeah
chorus
no I wouldn't go that far
no I wouldn't go that far
no I wouldn't go
Konstantine
by Something Corporate
I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams
And you tell me
That it's over
Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, could you let me go
I didn't think so
and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all this hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me
And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live
And I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But damn you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
please don't think that this is easy
And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live
And Konstantine is walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And I was thinking, what I was thinking
But we've been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blond hair
And I've been thinking
It hurts me thinking
That these nights when we were drinking
No they never got us anywhere, no
This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
And I can like it
It's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
It's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
And if this is what it takes
just to lie with my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
All the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
My Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No
This is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
Hey, you know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head
with all these fucked up things I did
Hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine
Spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And I said,
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
I miss you
And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no No,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
I know you miss me in your living room
Cause these nights I think maybe that I miss you in my living room
We don't have much room
I said, does anybody need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live
...My Konstantine
great songs. you need to d/l and get acquainted w/these groups w/a quickness. i know that something corporate has been around for a while now, but i didnt' hear their music until quite recently.
also....speaking of new things and old......dude, last week i was over at amanda and david's and we watched "pick of destiny"........holy shit. only THE funniest movie that i've ever seen. i mean, i've seen the tenacious d videos like, a bizillion times....but *wow*....i think i laughed until i pissed myself. good shit, my friends.
just like my yahoo one....
so, i have to retake my server test. that sucks, but this time i have all the answers infront of me. but now i have more studying and we all now how much i hate that. *rolls eyes* whatev....
in recent news.....i found fucking tyler patterson! now, that might not mean much to you, but it does to me. *smiles* i can't help but smile. i heart myspace. *laughing*
well, i had nothing to do tonight and i got done w/the audit incredibly f-ing early. so now i really, really don't have anything to do.
athena sheds like whoa, right? well now doubly so, b/c she's losing her winter coat for her summer one. i'm gonna have to start vaccuuming once day just to keep up w/all that. my goodness, that's gonna blow.....
also, this is probaably a little late, but if you haven't heard of making april, then get off your asses and get on that shit!
i dont' know why i say shit like that here anymore, no one reads the fucking thing. which is fine by me. i've gotten used to talking to myself. been doing it forever and doubt that's gonna change any.
life in general has been pretty good. b/c of all the damn shedding that athena's been doing, my allergies have been acting up. didn't know i had allergies until then, btw. true story. so far, i've lost almost 20 lbs. on this diet. i'm pretty stoked, not gonna lie.
beth is mostly moved to ocala. she comes back in the morning, for like, a week. good times.....
i never really have much to say anymore.....i get sidetracked or bored real easily, or just don't feel like writing at all. i mean, it's not like i don't have all these thoughts in my head.....how am i gonna make rent? how much money can i give to my parents? i really don't wanna call that collection guy back, so i won't. don't have money at the moment to give him, so why call him to tell him that, and then in turn, he can make me feel like shit about my finances....or lack thereof. let's see, what other things have been on my mind lately.....
oh yeah....douche bag and his g/f have been together for almost a year. whatever, he can go to hell. fuck off and die, b/c i don't give a shit. i would fly back to kansas just to spit in his dead face. eat me, you punk bitch motherfucker.
*wow*, o.k., so still a little hostile about that. *makes mental note* but i would, seriously, fly back to kansas to spit in his dead face. that could definitely be arranged.
been listening to a lot of something corporate lately. especially that song konstantine.....i love that bitch. holy shit, it just came on......weird.....all 9 minutes and 35 seconds of it....
haven't done lyrics in a loooong time....
Roses and Butterflies
by Making April
I can see where you are
I can tell you're enjoying it so far
I would love to escape, but now I'm bound
by the of burn of your eyes
looking on as I'm starting to realize
I'm a pawn in your game and this is checkmate
as the roses lift their heads to catch a glimpse of my demise
you'll be throwing lies around like ocean waves throw down the tides
and they are breaking on my shore
and the rescue team won't save me now I'm out too far
so I'll waste these nights for a while
but I'll be holding onto you forever
and this is where my heart is cold and torn
as I read the words you wrote last night
the butterflies are creeping through my spine
it's a thrill I can't shake
yeah I know we've been writing a mistake
but it's hard to erase the feelings I've drawn
I was caught in an awkward silence
broken down by the sound of your prelude that you played
to open our symphony
I've been sleeping with the sunrise watching hours pass away
incidentally I'm just waiting for the dusk to kill the day
but now I'm waiting for your call
while I bang on this piano like you care at all
chorus
as I hear the words you're saying tonight
I'm falling for them every single time
as the roses dip their heads a little further to the ground
there's a season change and all the pinks and whites have turned to brown
will we make it through the fall yeah are we gonna make it through this fall
‘cause I don't wanna fall with you
I'm trying, we're dying, yeahhh
I'm taken by your hope-filled lines
they're well designed and dragging me along
I'll be waiting for this chance and I'll be gone
I Wrote This Song
by Making April
When I first started writing this I swear my intentions were well
and I'd start with maybe a memory or two
but then I saw you for the first time in a while
and awkward thoughts brought awkward smiles
and I left your room for the very last time and I know
that I can't sleep
with all of these things they're running through my head
so I stayed up and I
I wrote this song about you
isn't that cliche' of me to do
but it's nothing for you
the band just needed something more to play
so don't blush or hooray at the possible sound of your name
no I wouldn't go that far
no
now I
I've watched these years disperse and still this verse lacks words
and I'm losing all but a memory or two
‘cause now I see you and I can't hold back a smile
your fashion's long gone out of style
and there's nothing left to impress me anymore
‘cause I know
that I can't see
that same girl that I had known so long ago
so I gave up and I
chorus
no I wouldn't go that faaar
and you're dying to know
if a thank you will show up on my back sleeve
but I don't think I'll tell
of who crafted this hell and fixed it on me to the world
I wrote this song
I wrote it about you
I wrote this song all about you
yeah the band just needed one more song to play
yeah the band just needed one more song to play
yeah
chorus
no I wouldn't go that far
no I wouldn't go that far
no I wouldn't go
Konstantine
by Something Corporate
I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams
And you tell me
That it's over
Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, could you let me go
I didn't think so
and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all this hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me
And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live
And I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But damn you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
please don't think that this is easy
And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live
And Konstantine is walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And I was thinking, what I was thinking
But we've been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blond hair
And I've been thinking
It hurts me thinking
That these nights when we were drinking
No they never got us anywhere, no
This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
And I can like it
It's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
It's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
And if this is what it takes
just to lie with my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
All the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
My Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No
This is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
Hey, you know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head
with all these fucked up things I did
Hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine
Spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And I said,
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
I miss you
And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no No,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
I know you miss me in your living room
Cause these nights I think maybe that I miss you in my living room
We don't have much room
I said, does anybody need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live
...My Konstantine
great songs. you need to d/l and get acquainted w/these groups w/a quickness. i know that something corporate has been around for a while now, but i didnt' hear their music until quite recently.
also....speaking of new things and old......dude, last week i was over at amanda and david's and we watched "pick of destiny"........holy shit. only THE funniest movie that i've ever seen. i mean, i've seen the tenacious d videos like, a bizillion times....but *wow*....i think i laughed until i pissed myself. good shit, my friends.