another wasted night, the television steals the conversation....
so, i've decided that i can't be friends w/nikki. i mean, we gave it a shot and that's that. i wished her well and left it at that.
nothing of great interest has really been happening. i want to look for another second job. not so sure if the cingular thing is going to work out, but we'll see. i don't really know what i want to do w/my life. i know, i know, i've whined about this very thing before. it's just another stage of my quarter-life crisis. feel free to ignore if you're sick of my qq for me shit. for all of you that are non-daoc affiliates, subsitute the phrase "qq" for "wah, wah". it means precisely the same thing.
so i have my doctor's appointment on the 6th of feb. i'm kinda excited b/c i really just want to get it over w/and on to the next thing.
might be going to tally for vday weekend or something. that would be nice.
so we've had internet at the house this past month, but i haven't had it in my room. i have to get a router and those cost money and i don't get paid until the second. even then, i'm trying to do a better job of rationing my funds, so we'll see.
ya know, so many fucking times i've come here, wanting to write and then nothing comes. i mean, i write when i'm elated, i write when i'm down and out, but wtf am i supposed to write about when i'm stuck in between the 2? seriously, now.
truth be told, i miss having toe socks. wait, let me rephrase that....i miss stealing my brother's toe socks. *grins* i miss my brother.....
sometimes i think i should just write down random words, just to write something.
beth's going to be going through her divorce soon. she's got a long road ahead of her, but i think she'll be o.k. gav, too.
completely off topic....there's a song that my mom used to love to hear on the radio. i know it's called natural selection, but i can't think of who sang it. of course i'm talking waaaaaay back in the late 80's early 90's. of course, limewire is absolutely no help at all. bastards.
i think i might have lunch w/joe on saturday. play some catch up.
***EDIT***
i found the motherfucker!!! score. can't wait to tell mama.
nothing of great interest has really been happening. i want to look for another second job. not so sure if the cingular thing is going to work out, but we'll see. i don't really know what i want to do w/my life. i know, i know, i've whined about this very thing before. it's just another stage of my quarter-life crisis. feel free to ignore if you're sick of my qq for me shit. for all of you that are non-daoc affiliates, subsitute the phrase "qq" for "wah, wah". it means precisely the same thing.
so i have my doctor's appointment on the 6th of feb. i'm kinda excited b/c i really just want to get it over w/and on to the next thing.
might be going to tally for vday weekend or something. that would be nice.
so we've had internet at the house this past month, but i haven't had it in my room. i have to get a router and those cost money and i don't get paid until the second. even then, i'm trying to do a better job of rationing my funds, so we'll see.
ya know, so many fucking times i've come here, wanting to write and then nothing comes. i mean, i write when i'm elated, i write when i'm down and out, but wtf am i supposed to write about when i'm stuck in between the 2? seriously, now.
truth be told, i miss having toe socks. wait, let me rephrase that....i miss stealing my brother's toe socks. *grins* i miss my brother.....
sometimes i think i should just write down random words, just to write something.
beth's going to be going through her divorce soon. she's got a long road ahead of her, but i think she'll be o.k. gav, too.
completely off topic....there's a song that my mom used to love to hear on the radio. i know it's called natural selection, but i can't think of who sang it. of course i'm talking waaaaaay back in the late 80's early 90's. of course, limewire is absolutely no help at all. bastards.
i think i might have lunch w/joe on saturday. play some catch up.
***EDIT***
i found the motherfucker!!! score. can't wait to tell mama.