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mysister'scomingmysister'scomingican'tbelieveshe'sreallycoming!!!!!! holy shit i'm excited. i can't fucking wait, this is going to be the longest 3 wks ever!!! she'll fly in on the 26th and stay for 4 days.
hope everyone had a good 4th. i worked over the weekend, but it's cool. still got to see all kinds of fireworks. billie's bday is on the 4th, but we celebrated the next day b/c meena had to work all day. she (billie, meena's mom) made bbq chicken off the bone and that shit was off the motherfucking chain, yo! omg, i had two plates. lol. she also made coleslaw and baked beans. meena brought home some drinks and chips and what not from the store. we had a good ol' time, except for the part where i had to wait 3 hours for fuck face and his cunt to leave.
things have been really good lately. i had an appt w/dr. kahn the other day. thank GOD i'm changing doctors b/c this guy is a real fuck head. seriously. my appt was supposed to last for 30 min.....it lasted no more than two. i guarantee it. he's such a douche. i talked to him about changing my medication, and he looked at me like i was crazy! (no pun intended) so he finally wrote me a script for my zoloft and one for this medicine called lamictal. it's for the bipolar. it will do the same thing the abilify does, but w/o the weight gain. i told him that the abilify made me put on like, 15 lbs. and he wanted to argue w/me. "no, it can't be the abilify....it has to be something else....", blah, blah, blah. no, it's the abilify. it's a common side effect. i've talked to another person here at work that was on it and it made her gain weight too. besides, i think i know my fucking body just a little bit better than dr. fuck head. whatever. so i have an appt on wednesday in destin w/a dr. boilini. hope he/she is nice. i hope i can actually have a rapport w/my new doctor. i don't like being made to think that i'm crazier than i actually am.
meena has been working her dog ass off. she's been there for a week and they've already got her working overtime. she worked nearly 10 hours on saturday (the 4th), which was her mom's bday. she had today off and slept. lol, if i had been working that much, i'd sleep too.
i need to do housework while i'm off. i've been neglecting my dishes. not like there's anything to eat in my house, but it would be nice if i got off my big ass and did the damn dishes. i already have to do a load or two of laundry, so i might as well do the dishes while i'm waiting for it to be done. *sigh* i hate the dishes. lol, and they're really not that bad, b/c i rinse them off before i put them in the sink. i'm just lazy. hahaha.
so i'm totally stoked b/c alltel and verizon finally merge on the 12th, and i can FINALLY start using the internet on my phone and get pic messages and all that. see, i signed up for alltel about a month ago and instead of having to buy a new phone, they were able to activate my verizon phone....since they're on the same network now and all. however, b/c it's different software from alltel, i haven't been able to d/l ringtones or get picture messages and the like. although, i will be buying a new phone the weekend that my sister gets here. i get paid that weekend and it's money that i can play w/, so the plan is to buy the phone that i want and give the one i have now to meena so she can go activate it at boost mobile and save on her phone bill every month. can't wait to get my new shiny!
talked to jamie the other day and she sent me pics of her little girl, kaya. omg, she's so fucking adorable! i'm so proud of her and i miss her like crazy. she was in virginia beach for like a week or so. i can't wait to meet her little girl when i go home in december. i am so totally stoked to go home in december, too. i'm not gonna be diggin' on the cold weather, but it will be nice to see my family again. my whole family. james will be there w/his g/f so i'll get to meet her. the fam hasn't been together like that since the first xmas i went back after moving to florida. he's been in the army and i've been working. last year, i went home in july instead of december, and THIS time i'm not driving all over creation to meet up w/everyone. i told jamie on the phone the other day that i'm going to be doing enough driving and if ppl wanna see me, then they can come to me. so i'm thinking of a little get together at the kitchen pass since leroy's is closed. later, if we want to move the party to one of the local bars (yes, i said one of them, and i think there's only like 2), then cool. since it'll be xmas time, it should be pretty easy to get everyone together.
other than that, doing o.k. the meds are working and i haven't felt the least bit depressed since i got out of the hospital. i have NO, repeat NO, drama in my life and i absolutely love it. no one playing games w/me, no one being two-faced......it's awesome. i feel so much better now that i've been able to slough off all that dead weight. and trust me, there was a lot of it. meena's going to try to get athena and take her to melissa's tomorrow. so i'm hoping to take care of that once and for all. i want to get her out of where she's at now, but it's been hard b/c meena's been working so much and yesterday was her 1st day off in over a week. so hopefully that situation will be good to go after today. *crosses fingers* hopefully.
hope everyone had a good 4th. i worked over the weekend, but it's cool. still got to see all kinds of fireworks. billie's bday is on the 4th, but we celebrated the next day b/c meena had to work all day. she (billie, meena's mom) made bbq chicken off the bone and that shit was off the motherfucking chain, yo! omg, i had two plates. lol. she also made coleslaw and baked beans. meena brought home some drinks and chips and what not from the store. we had a good ol' time, except for the part where i had to wait 3 hours for fuck face and his cunt to leave.
things have been really good lately. i had an appt w/dr. kahn the other day. thank GOD i'm changing doctors b/c this guy is a real fuck head. seriously. my appt was supposed to last for 30 min.....it lasted no more than two. i guarantee it. he's such a douche. i talked to him about changing my medication, and he looked at me like i was crazy! (no pun intended) so he finally wrote me a script for my zoloft and one for this medicine called lamictal. it's for the bipolar. it will do the same thing the abilify does, but w/o the weight gain. i told him that the abilify made me put on like, 15 lbs. and he wanted to argue w/me. "no, it can't be the abilify....it has to be something else....", blah, blah, blah. no, it's the abilify. it's a common side effect. i've talked to another person here at work that was on it and it made her gain weight too. besides, i think i know my fucking body just a little bit better than dr. fuck head. whatever. so i have an appt on wednesday in destin w/a dr. boilini. hope he/she is nice. i hope i can actually have a rapport w/my new doctor. i don't like being made to think that i'm crazier than i actually am.
meena has been working her dog ass off. she's been there for a week and they've already got her working overtime. she worked nearly 10 hours on saturday (the 4th), which was her mom's bday. she had today off and slept. lol, if i had been working that much, i'd sleep too.
i need to do housework while i'm off. i've been neglecting my dishes. not like there's anything to eat in my house, but it would be nice if i got off my big ass and did the damn dishes. i already have to do a load or two of laundry, so i might as well do the dishes while i'm waiting for it to be done. *sigh* i hate the dishes. lol, and they're really not that bad, b/c i rinse them off before i put them in the sink. i'm just lazy. hahaha.
so i'm totally stoked b/c alltel and verizon finally merge on the 12th, and i can FINALLY start using the internet on my phone and get pic messages and all that. see, i signed up for alltel about a month ago and instead of having to buy a new phone, they were able to activate my verizon phone....since they're on the same network now and all. however, b/c it's different software from alltel, i haven't been able to d/l ringtones or get picture messages and the like. although, i will be buying a new phone the weekend that my sister gets here. i get paid that weekend and it's money that i can play w/, so the plan is to buy the phone that i want and give the one i have now to meena so she can go activate it at boost mobile and save on her phone bill every month. can't wait to get my new shiny!
talked to jamie the other day and she sent me pics of her little girl, kaya. omg, she's so fucking adorable! i'm so proud of her and i miss her like crazy. she was in virginia beach for like a week or so. i can't wait to meet her little girl when i go home in december. i am so totally stoked to go home in december, too. i'm not gonna be diggin' on the cold weather, but it will be nice to see my family again. my whole family. james will be there w/his g/f so i'll get to meet her. the fam hasn't been together like that since the first xmas i went back after moving to florida. he's been in the army and i've been working. last year, i went home in july instead of december, and THIS time i'm not driving all over creation to meet up w/everyone. i told jamie on the phone the other day that i'm going to be doing enough driving and if ppl wanna see me, then they can come to me. so i'm thinking of a little get together at the kitchen pass since leroy's is closed. later, if we want to move the party to one of the local bars (yes, i said one of them, and i think there's only like 2), then cool. since it'll be xmas time, it should be pretty easy to get everyone together.
other than that, doing o.k. the meds are working and i haven't felt the least bit depressed since i got out of the hospital. i have NO, repeat NO, drama in my life and i absolutely love it. no one playing games w/me, no one being two-faced......it's awesome. i feel so much better now that i've been able to slough off all that dead weight. and trust me, there was a lot of it. meena's going to try to get athena and take her to melissa's tomorrow. so i'm hoping to take care of that once and for all. i want to get her out of where she's at now, but it's been hard b/c meena's been working so much and yesterday was her 1st day off in over a week. so hopefully that situation will be good to go after today. *crosses fingers* hopefully.