part I
so get this shit: friday was my last day at the hotel. yeah. they fucking fired me. i still can't fucking believe that shit. but oh fucking well. they can have that shit. and it was a bullshit reason in the first place. the final little "write up" thing or whatever said that i have a "poor working attitude w/others". um, excuse me......but what "others" do you speak of? i mean really. the only person that i technically "work" w/is the breakfast person. only b/c they get there at 5am, and i get off at 7. it doesn't matter really. sabrina's a spineless fucking cunt. she's such a coward that she had to have her boss there to fire me. i did not DARE give them the satisfaction of......anything. not a fucking thing. no tears, no yelling, nada. here's how it went:
e-harmony psycho bitch: it's clear that you've been unhappy here for a while now and we just think it would be in everyone's best interest if we let you go.
me: o.k., can i have my check?
*bam*
if it was anyone else, she wouldn't have needed that fucking oaf there in the first place. apparently she was overheard speaking to someone on the phone and saying some crazy shit like, "well, i'm really gonna miss her, and blah, blah, fucking blah....." she ain't gonna miss shit. i would say that she's gonna have a helluva time filling my position, but she can just stick her pedophile step dad in that spot. bill.....he called me "baby" the other night. *shudder* hold on.....*bleh*....i think i just threw up in my mouth a little bit. sorry. they're gonna fire me but keep the dirty bastard that looks up porn on the fucking company computers. they'll fire me but keep that dirty little spic bitch and she picked a fight w/me at the front desk. in front of a military guest. yeah. fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, i'm out.
strangely enough, i don't feel......*shrug*....anything. nope. not a fucking thing. how weird is that? i'm at a place for 2 yrs, they let me go, and i'm not tore up about it? that should tell you something. it was time to go. i wasn't going to quit. it was best they let me go anyway.....so i can collect that unemployment. ha!
i'm really contemplating whether or not i wanna go back to school. and by that i mean, massage school. there's a few here in the area and the one that i went to talk to is probably the best out of them all. but expensive as fuck. omg. we're talking like, 6G's. yeah. but if i go full time i'll be done in like, 6 months. that's the thing. if i try to do something longer than a year....i'm gonna quit. not gonna lie. i'm gonna get burnt out and just drop it like it's hot. lol. i know me. and i know that i don't wanna fail. i'm not talking about anyone in particular. i don't wanna fail me. i'm not really stressed about the job thing.....there's a couple places that i'm supposed to go see tomorrow.
i don't know......but that's for part II....
e-harmony psycho bitch: it's clear that you've been unhappy here for a while now and we just think it would be in everyone's best interest if we let you go.
me: o.k., can i have my check?
*bam*
if it was anyone else, she wouldn't have needed that fucking oaf there in the first place. apparently she was overheard speaking to someone on the phone and saying some crazy shit like, "well, i'm really gonna miss her, and blah, blah, fucking blah....." she ain't gonna miss shit. i would say that she's gonna have a helluva time filling my position, but she can just stick her pedophile step dad in that spot. bill.....he called me "baby" the other night. *shudder* hold on.....*bleh*....i think i just threw up in my mouth a little bit. sorry. they're gonna fire me but keep the dirty bastard that looks up porn on the fucking company computers. they'll fire me but keep that dirty little spic bitch and she picked a fight w/me at the front desk. in front of a military guest. yeah. fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, i'm out.
strangely enough, i don't feel......*shrug*....anything. nope. not a fucking thing. how weird is that? i'm at a place for 2 yrs, they let me go, and i'm not tore up about it? that should tell you something. it was time to go. i wasn't going to quit. it was best they let me go anyway.....so i can collect that unemployment. ha!
i'm really contemplating whether or not i wanna go back to school. and by that i mean, massage school. there's a few here in the area and the one that i went to talk to is probably the best out of them all. but expensive as fuck. omg. we're talking like, 6G's. yeah. but if i go full time i'll be done in like, 6 months. that's the thing. if i try to do something longer than a year....i'm gonna quit. not gonna lie. i'm gonna get burnt out and just drop it like it's hot. lol. i know me. and i know that i don't wanna fail. i'm not talking about anyone in particular. i don't wanna fail me. i'm not really stressed about the job thing.....there's a couple places that i'm supposed to go see tomorrow.
i don't know......but that's for part II....