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i'm not going to get into it, but these last few days have just made me so fucking happy. i don't even know what to do withmyself right now. i can't sit still. i don't want to get into everything, because nobody wants to expose their joys for criticism and judgement. but one thing's for sure, i have a job! and outside of that i'm excited for tomorrow, and wednesday, and the 31st and all time past then and august and december and january and may and next fucking summer (!!!europe?!!!!) and a few years from now and the rest of my life. i've had a sustained excitement about the rest of my life for days now. it's an insane feeling.