Aug 09, 2010 16:07
I make my mom mad today and it's totally my fault.
I was lying to her. She always tell me not to lie to her, and she will never lie to me
but what have I done? I broke that promise and I lie to her.
I lied to her telling her that I was going to my course, but in reality I was going to the mall
to meet my friend . She wanted me to help her because she didn't really understand apple.
I don't know that my mom would use the driver to go to the hospital for people visit. she called me and ask me where I was
and I just lied to her.
I directly come home imedietly after she call me . but now? what"s the result?
she is totally mad at me. Even though I said that I'm sorry and I hug her from the bag. she still mad at me
and said that I'm not her daughter because she said that she didn't have a liar daughter .
her word really stab my heart. i know that my mom wouldn't forgive some one if they make a mistake because she will always hate the person. well I know this isn't the first time I lied to her , and I know I already never lied to her .
now she really hate me. she didn't want to listen to me anymore
eventhough I said sorry to her. I really want to cry... My heart is really hurt hearing my own mother word.
well I know that I'm wrong I admit it . But why did she have to say that I'm not her daughter? it really make me hurt.
I really wanted to cry, but my tears can't come out. I really want to be alone
i just want to keep this inside my heart!
I know that I was wrong . I have to face what I've done and never hide from it. now I have to take the responsibilities of what I've done. I have to be strong and face it. I always keep thing in my heart....
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